Among the many choices I have been forced to make it seems many cuase things that couldn't predict, sure at frist I know what will happened the negative and the opsitive effects, but as more time passes I find that the choice is still cuasing changes,
signing on to join the army is one such thing as I now know more about the fears others have for each other.
and then you have my more recent and regretable choices which even though at frist look seem random or agrressive, In the long run they have done more good for the others involed in them.
May the shadow hide you
jonn